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The year flew by so fast like you wouldn't believe. A lot happened, heaps of changes, for good and for bad, Some days I wish they would never end, while on others, I wish they never existed. Yet in the end, I got through it all, all 366 days and I'm sure you have too. Made some great friends, deepened friendships with others and met all of you which made my life such a better place; truly. :) ♥ I'm grateful of being able to spazz with all of you, share in your daily lives and I hope we'll get to each other even better next year and the years to come. \O/
I realised a few things this year. I now know who my real friends are, those who would stick to me no matter what and be there for me whenever through whatever. They're truly amazing; these girls are so precious and I know I could tell them almost anything. You might notice by now I'm a sortof mushy person, but seriously I love all my friends heaps. Life...no I wouldn't have a life if it wasn't for them. Thank you for putting up with me when I pms, when I act like a bitch at times and annoy the hell out of all of you when I blab on abt Jaejoong. but seriously bbs, I wish you'll all stop thinking he's a freaking bisexual. =__=
Even though life can be a bitch sometimes..alot of the times, I managed I can get through it all and I believe I'll continue to do so. tbh, I'm scared of the future sometimes. Of what it'll bring. But I believe God will guide me through it all and he has special plans for me and with my friends I can live through it and come out to be a better person in the end.
Ofcourse there's cons. Family changed alot this year. What with my sister breaking up with her long term bf and going through emotional pain and all that and to now finding a new love. But one thing still stays the same and that is she's always on the phone and msn. Got used to it by now. No use complaining to the world. Arguments erupting from parents are never pleasant and I swear they're nasty things. They break me; again and again until sometimes I just want to get away from this house and never come back. But shit, it's part of my life and I'll just have to deal with it. Won't dare hope it'll get better, just praying I'll be stronger to go through what's to come.
And ofcourse, this year I've found this wonderful fandom, started my lj and got to know my lovely boys which I'm sure I won't be leaving in years to come. I love you boys so much; like many others..even though you will never know I exist, I'm sure you all can feel the love and support we have for you. You're all truly amazing. ♥ And ofcourse, being my biased self, I would like to once again declare my undying love for Jae and will continue to try hopelessly in persuading my friends how awesome he is. LOVE YOU DORKS SO MUCH ! :D
No. No boyfriend yet and I swear I'll win the beat that I won't have one even till mid-next year. GET YOUR LOLLIES READY KIRA!! 8D lulz. but who needs guys when I have my awesome girls?! To hell with it. I don't care and won't bother worrying. wth, I'm still young, Even if I'll never find someone who loves me, I still got my family and friends. :) Stupid jerk. D:
Goals for next year is pretty straightforwad and who would think next year comes in less than 2 hours? Be a better friend to everyone. I hope I can become someone others could depend on and be there for them when they need me. Have deeper faith and deepen my relationship with God. Work harder at school (for what? I seriously don't know) and I really hope to settle my goals and set my directions right, so I'll know what I want in the future.
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end of year clearance sales are always good because you get to pick up unexpected cheap goodies :)
bought 2 ipod cases today at only $4.25 each! :D very happy and satisfied. Totaling only $8.50 which meant I saved myself approx. $51.50. they were heaps expensive before. now I'm happy with my new case :D :D metallic pink is so pretty ^__^ and I have a sexy black case to alternate if I ever get bored with my pink one or just feel like mix and match 8D <3
where ever you all are, I hope you'll have a great year ahead; one filled with memories, good or bad, because that's what makes us all stronger and grow
♥ love you all heaps :)
ps: I just realised this is my last 2008 post!!! omgsaigdbwehjsxahjnwk *flails* :O *shocked* O__O lulz XD
I realised a few things this year. I now know who my real friends are, those who would stick to me no matter what and be there for me whenever through whatever. They're truly amazing; these girls are so precious and I know I could tell them almost anything. You might notice by now I'm a sortof mushy person, but seriously I love all my friends heaps. Life...no I wouldn't have a life if it wasn't for them. Thank you for putting up with me when I pms, when I act like a bitch at times and annoy the hell out of all of you when I blab on abt Jaejoong. but seriously bbs, I wish you'll all stop thinking he's a freaking bisexual. =__=
Even though life can be a bitch sometimes..alot of the times, I managed I can get through it all and I believe I'll continue to do so. tbh, I'm scared of the future sometimes. Of what it'll bring. But I believe God will guide me through it all and he has special plans for me and with my friends I can live through it and come out to be a better person in the end.
Ofcourse there's cons. Family changed alot this year. What with my sister breaking up with her long term bf and going through emotional pain and all that and to now finding a new love. But one thing still stays the same and that is she's always on the phone and msn. Got used to it by now. No use complaining to the world. Arguments erupting from parents are never pleasant and I swear they're nasty things. They break me; again and again until sometimes I just want to get away from this house and never come back. But shit, it's part of my life and I'll just have to deal with it. Won't dare hope it'll get better, just praying I'll be stronger to go through what's to come.
And ofcourse, this year I've found this wonderful fandom, started my lj and got to know my lovely boys which I'm sure I won't be leaving in years to come. I love you boys so much; like many others..even though you will never know I exist, I'm sure you all can feel the love and support we have for you. You're all truly amazing. ♥ And ofcourse, being my biased self, I would like to once again declare my undying love for Jae and will continue to try hopelessly in persuading my friends how awesome he is. LOVE YOU DORKS SO MUCH ! :D
No. No boyfriend yet and I swear I'll win the beat that I won't have one even till mid-next year. GET YOUR LOLLIES READY KIRA!! 8D lulz. but who needs guys when I have my awesome girls?! To hell with it. I don't care and won't bother worrying. wth, I'm still young, Even if I'll never find someone who loves me, I still got my family and friends. :) Stupid jerk. D:
Goals for next year is pretty straightforwad and who would think next year comes in less than 2 hours? Be a better friend to everyone. I hope I can become someone others could depend on and be there for them when they need me. Have deeper faith and deepen my relationship with God. Work harder at school (for what? I seriously don't know) and I really hope to settle my goals and set my directions right, so I'll know what I want in the future.
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end of year clearance sales are always good because you get to pick up unexpected cheap goodies :)
bought 2 ipod cases today at only $4.25 each! :D very happy and satisfied. Totaling only $8.50 which meant I saved myself approx. $51.50. they were heaps expensive before. now I'm happy with my new case :D :D metallic pink is so pretty ^__^ and I have a sexy black case to alternate if I ever get bored with my pink one or just feel like mix and match 8D <3
where ever you all are, I hope you'll have a great year ahead; one filled with memories, good or bad, because that's what makes us all stronger and grow
♥ love you all heaps :)
ps: I just realised this is my last 2008 post!!! omgsaigdbwehjsxahjnwk *flails* :O *shocked* O__O lulz XD
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